Author: Dacia
Category: song fic, Heero's POV, light angst
Rating: PG
Warnings: none
Disclaimer: I do not own GW. I've got my fingers crossed, though....
Notes: [1] The song is "Rain" by Tim Jensen, from Cowboy Bebop. Thing is, I don't own it, either. Funny that. [2] Yes, I know this song doesn't exactly match. I think what I was trying to do is express some of what Heero would be feeling if it weren't for Duo. Either that or it's the sleep deprivation catching up with me...

Grace

I don't feel a thing
and I stopped remembering
The days are just like moments turned to hours


I watch you when you sleep. Did you know?

Did you know that when you are dreaming that I'm touching you, I am?

Mother Used to say
if you want, you'll find a way
Bet mother never danced through fire shower


You couldn't possibly know that you call my name in your sleep.

Your voice sounds so different when you say my name, when you call for me. I never would have imagined you could sound that way.

Did you know that I'm in love with your voice?

It's true. Its ends shivers up my spine. I've never felt what you make me feel before. I haven't decided what to make of it yet.

I don't hear a sound
Silent faces in the ground
The quiet screams, but I refuse to listen


That's what I think about when I watch you sleep, as my fingers feather over every bit of your exposed flesh, as my name turns into a moan in your mouth. I wonder what it would be like to love you. To be loved by you.

Love in itself is a frightening concept.

But love and you is something else entirely.

When you sleep, you smile. Did you know?

Your face softens and your lips lose the firmness they have during your waking hours. Your waking beauty is intoxicating, but when you sleep...

When you sleep you almost glow. I cannot resist you when you sleep. Your abrasiveness cannot dismay me into silence when you dream of me.

When you sleep, I can talk to you. I tell you things I would not have thought before I met you.

When you sleep, you listen to me. You press back into the weight of my hand stroking you and lay silent as I tell you how I feel.

I tell you that I picked a flower today because I found it pretty. I tell you the sky was so blue this morning that it made me smile.

If there is a hell
I'm sure this is how it smells
Wish this were a dream, but no, it isn't


When you sleep, it is so easy to take you in my arms and pretend that you are mine.

When I hold you close, I feel like I am whole.

I'm sure you don't know how close I get to you when you sleep.

When I'm brave, I press my entire body against yours. I don't have the words to describe what it is like to be so near you.

Walk in the rain, in the rain, in the rain
I walk in the rain, in the rain
Am I right or am I wrong
and is it here that I belong


You're what live for. Did you know?

Walk in the rain, in the rain, in the rain
I walk in the rain, in the rain
Why do I feel so alone
For some reason I think of home


Will you ever know?

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