Arrangement + Chapter 9 (cont)
The Path of the Sword
Wufei's fists struck air. Again. He didnít waste his breath in a snarl
but used the low gravity to hurl himself forward and flip around.
This time it was his foot that scythed the empty spot where his target
Wufei spun on his axis and his backhand nearly connected but the flexible
waist bent back and knuckles only brushed cloth.
Wufei straightened and he crossed his arms. "Barton, do you call this
Green eyes dropped to Wufei's fists. "No, survival." Trowa said calmly.
Hands still in his pockets, he took another lazy step back. He'd made
his evasions look ridiculously easy, as if he were dancing in the low
gravity of Peacemillion.
Wufei rolled his eyes and took up an attack stance again. "I won't hurt
you. Much. Not if you parry." He ignored Duo's snort behind him. "I thought
you wanted a workout."
"I'm getting it." Trowa said, shaking his head to loosen a few hairs from
his brow. Wufei was gratified to see that he was sweating a little bit
despite his apparently easy evasions.
Trowa had taken another step back and he was now too close to the balustrade
that separated the large mezzanine from the drop to the workroom floor
beyond. Wufei suppressed a smile and attacked, knowing his opponent wouldn't
be able to dodge him this time, backed up against cold metal.
His fist struck air again. Wufei gasped and looked up, in time to see
Trowa end his graceful back flip with a handstand on the balustrade. A
shove of strong arms sent the young man rising in the low gravity to tumble
against the ceiling; he pushed off sideways and landed almost casually
on the arm of a repair mecha in the workshop a few feet away from the
Behind Wufei, Quatre chocked on his protein drink, and Duo whistled.
The L5 pilot put his fists on his hips and glared up at the acrobat, trying
not to show he'd been rather impressed at the evasion. "Can I ask why
you're not even bothering to fight back, Barton?"
"Because he's got his memory back now." Duo crowed behind Wufei's back.
"And he remembers that you could knock Heero on his back one times out
of two. He might have had amnesia but Tro was never dumb!"
Wufei shot a scowl back at the two-penny gallery. Duo had set up a card-table
in mezzanine where they took their breaks when they weren't working on
their Gundams. Or fighting. They'd been doing a lot of both these past
two weeks and they were all feeling the tension. Duo and Quatre's card
game had never gotten off the ground, they kept losing track of whose
turn it was. They'd apparently welcomed the distraction when Duo had suggested
Wufei and Trowa have a match.
It was a toss-up which part of the staggered attack on Libra was the hardest
on them. The constant grind of wave upon wave of dolls that Zechs had
launched at them to wear them down had been...beyond draining. In fact
Zechs' plans might have succeeded without Quatre's brilliant tactics that
had given them the upper hand at the eleventh hour. The problem was, Peacemillion
had been damaged and they'd lost their prey. They were now hobbling after
Libra on its course to Earth and a final conflagration. Now their enemy
was tension, the hopelessness of not being able to attack and finish Libra,
and the long, draining wait between MD attacks which almost came as a
Wufei was finding it almost as frustrating to pin down Trowa. "Barton,
if I were a real enemy, would you spend your time dodging and dancing
about like this?" he snapped.
Trowa seemed to consider the question for one second and then Wufei was
looking down the barrel of the man's gun.
"No." Trowa said quietly.
Wufei nodded gently. Good answer. He ignored Quatre's sharp protest behind
him and tensed his muscles as discreetly as he could, ready to launch
himself in a spin that would hurl him across the empty space between the
mezzanine and the mecha while dodging a pretend shot. Before he could
attack though, Trowa put up his weapon, then holstered it, and rejoined
him with a graceful leap and twist, landing on the floor with - Wufei
scowled - his hands back in his pockets.
Wufei had politely taken two steps back to allow him room to land. He
now dropped into an attack stance. "You ready to give me a target this
time?" He sneered.
"Yes." Trowa said, but he was walking around Wufei towards the card table.
"I doubt I'd be much of a challenge for you, though, so I'll let Yuy take
Wufei straightened up and turned in the direction of Trowa's nod. Heero
had come in, hair still damp from his shower. He was looking at the people
in the mezzanine, analysing their poses, the scene he'd interrupted. Finally
his eyes caught and held Wufei's own.
Wufei felt a faint crackle of electricity run down his spine. Heero's
eyes were challenging but Wing's pilot didnít have sparring in mind.
That'd work too, Wufei thought.
"Hey, where ya goin'?" Duo said as Wufei walked towards the door. Heero
had already disappeared. "If you're going to beat the crap out of each
other can't I at least watch?"
"No." Heero said from the hallway. Wufei didnít even bother answering,
he closed the door on Duo's complaints and Quatre's stern warning not
to injure each other.
The last few weeks existed like in island in Wufei's life. He had no more
doubts, no torturous failings to beat himself with. He'd left them all
out in space with the shattered remnants of the virgos. He was living
his life like a blade on its final downward cut. At the end of the sword's
strike was death, for his enemies and for himself, but while the cold
steel swung like an unstoppable force, nothing could slow him down or
make him waver. He wanted some relief from the nagging tension and momentary
boredom and his partner's suggestion was as good as another. At one time
he'd have hesitated and made Heero fight him for it, to prove to himself
he didnít need this release, wasn't subject to this weakness. At one time,
he'd have been worried that the others would guess that sparring hardly
required the participants to isolate themselves. At one time he'd have
worried about a lot of things.
Amazing what the foreknowledge of your own death can do to clear your
mind. He followed Heero without any hesitation or afterthought, beyond
wondering what they would get up to this time. Their arrangement had been
resumed quietly and without any question, as if it were merely another
of the conveniences Peacemillion offered. The punishing rhythm of fighting
had left them little time for anything involved. It had been savage dry
humps in Wing's cabin or the munitions depot or wherever they could have
a few uninterrupted minutes.
The attacks were less frequent now but they'd been busy helping with Peacemillion's
repairs, so time was still a precious commodity. Wufei cut short speculation
as Heero, a few feet in front of him, turned down a corridor and opened
one of the doors at random.
The likeable thing about Peacemillion was that it had a lot of small,
out of the way, unused bunk rooms. With locks on the door.
Wufei looked around the small space. It contained a solid metal bed with
a foam mattress covered by a brown, rough-woven cover, a chair, a small
bedside tablet bolted into the wall, and a set of drawers and nothing
"I take it sparring wasn't what you had in mind." Wufei asked ironically,
just to see what Heero would say.
"Hn." Heero locked the door behind them. Good answer, Wufei thought with
a small, savage smile. I'm getting quite a few of those today.
His smile faltered when Heero neared the bed and tossed a tube on the
bedside tablet before bending to untie his boots. It wasn't the burn cream
this time but Wufei didnít think it was toothpaste either.
"Oh, you want to-" Wufei lost a good part of his enthusiasm. It wasn't
that he minded what they'd done in Italy; in fact he'd rather hoped for
another occasion, where this time he might actually try to enjoy it. It
was annoying that he'd had sex and that the thing he remembered the most
about it was the look of the wallpaper, the eyes of a painted saint, the
feel of the comforter under his knees and cheek, and an overwhelming confusion
and resentful embarrassment. Yes this needed to be addressed but...not
today. The match with Trowa had warmed him up, he didnít want to be passive
again. Having Heero screw him and then jerking him off would probably
be relaxing but he wanted more than that. Right now he'd prefer to spar.
Heero had straightened, dropping his half undone laces, and was looking
at him quizzically through his bangs. Wufei shrugged, knowing he'd be
expressing his reluctance. Heero seemed to understand his silent protest
and took two steps across the room until he was near Wufei. He didnít
grab the Chinese pilot, or kiss him. He just leaned over till his breath
brushed the caramel-coloured skin below Wufei's ear and murmured: "This
is 'next time'."
Next time? Wufei was distracted by the proximity of the other body, triggering
his reflexes at the same time it excited him. What next time.
"Unless you donít want to. We can have a match instead." Heero tried to
take a step towards the door but Wufei's hand was flat against his chest
as he passed him, stopping his progress.
"What did you scrounge this time?" Wufei asked casually, tilting a chin
to the tube on the stand. The hand holding Heero back from the door was
as firm as rock, though Wing's pilot was pushing against it as if testing
"It's actual lubricant. I found it in Peacemillion's dispensary."
"Really? It'd be a pity to let your effort go to waste then."
"Sure?" The face near his was openly taunting him.
"Certain." Wufei said, straightening his arm and hurtling Heero back towards
the bed. The other pilot managed to catch his balance with his knees against
the metal frame, but then Wufei's weight landed on him and they went down
in a screech of metal.
The initial blaze of fury faded from Heero's eyes, and he glared up at
Wufei instead of retaliating.
"So do you want to fuck me or spar, Chang? Make up your mind."
"It's quite made up." Wufei rolled them both over twice to get them both
fully on the bed, and crushed Heero's lips with his.
There was no more embarrassment, hesitation, misplaced sense of propriety
or reserve. Only two young bodies with the blood pounding through them.
They would be dead soon. They would take their enemies with them. They
would paint the heavens in the colours of fire and destruction. They would
take what they wanted from life first even if they had to rip it out.
Blood howled like stormwinds in Wufei's ears, as Heero thrust his hand
down into his pants and caressed him roughly. Pleasure shuddered up and
down his spine, unexpected in intensity. The pounding in his ears and
his body picked up the rhythm of those hard thrusts. This was as good
He grabbed Heero's hand, jerked it away and slammed it back into the bed.
Blue eyes widened with surprise, burned with lust. With his other hand,
Wufei gripped the edge of the tank top and pulled it up the supple body
beneath his. Heero tore his hand away and squirmed out of the top.
"Take off the shorts." Wufei growled as he started ripping his own clothes
off. He didnít think he could be trusted to remove the tight spandex from
that awkward bulge it covered without hurting his partner. There was a
tense ten seconds of rustling and thumping as clothes and shoes were tossed
to the ground, then the metal bed frame screeched in surprise as two bodies
collided and tangled on the old cover.
Heero bit into caramel-coloured skin, just above the right nipple - a
stab of unadulterated sensual pleasure made Wufei choke - then twisted
and felt hurriedly at the side of the bed. Wufei found himself torn from
the neck he was nipping; a pulse was hammering sensuously beneath his
tongue, his hand, shameless as an animal, was curling roughly around Heero's
cock. Something was thrust into his other hand and he stared at it blindly
for a few seconds before recognizing the tube of lubricant.
"You have to prepare me for penetration." Heero said, voice still cool
even though he was panting. "You have to-"
"I know." Wufei snarled. "I did the research." Over a month ago, before
he left earth. He'd been embarrassed, scrolling through the information
with a distasteful scowl on his face, glancing defensively over his shoulder
-...foolish. All his hesitations, his little doubts and his virgin embarrassment
were small, pathetic little rag-blown specks against the hurricane that
had already engulfed his past, his self-image, his failures, his losses
and his upcoming death.
He carelessly spread some of the transparent gel onto his fingers with
one swipe, then, as Heero opened his mouth to add something - probably
more instructions - crushed the parted lips with his own. His fingers
felt blindly for Heero's entrance - just one to start with, he remembered
at the last second. Wufei's other hand grabbed Heero's and slammed it
back down again, over the teen's head into the mattress. It stayed limp
with surprise for a second then tensed as Wufei's finger plunged in without
hesitation. The arm strained slowly, dangerously against his, his own
muscles shifted to counter the movement. Conscious thought had been blown
out with the rest of the petty concerns but their bodies wanted this;
the play of muscles, the striving, the confrontation, the counterpoint
of violence. Heero's other hand fastened onto his shoulder with a grip
that strangled Wufei's last worries; if he did anything wrong or hurt
Heero, he'd find himself thrown off the bed and probably into next week
as well. Wufei grinned fiercely and went back to chewing on the lifebeat
in Heero's neck, feeling there the excitement that wasn't so apparent
in Heero's face and eyes. He rubbed himself against the firm muscles of
his partner's thighs, and listened with interest to the wild breathing
next to his ear as his finger probed.
Words flashed through his mind and were quickly washed away by the flow
of blood, drowned out by the hammering of his pulse. Stretch, prostate,
scissoring motion, whatever. Heero was tougher than Gundanium, was highly
resistant to pain, and was as impatient as he was if the way he was squirming
down on Wufei's finger was any indication. Any second now they might be
under attack again and didn't have too much time to lose. Wufei twisted
his fingers and slipped in a second digit. Heero bucked against him a
bit - the pulse under Wufei's mouth rang like a hammer then evened out
at a quicker pace yet - but the legs he couldn't even remember shoving
apart were reaching down and rubbing sensuously against his own bare thighs.
Wufei removed his fingers, rubbed them against each other to spread the
lube a bit more evenly - he'd not really gelled up the third finger in
his haste. Heero snarled something near his ear - in Japanese, Wufei noted
with amusement in the tiny corner of his brain that could still think,
although he didnít have enough free brain-cells left to translate. The
words were cut off as Wufei slipped his fingers back in again. The tight
ring of muscles was feeling a lot looser now, though there was still a
lot of tension, making his first few thrusts hard. He should be worried
about hurting Heero. He wasn't. Heero's words disappeared in a hiss and
shudders ran through the body beneath Wufei's. Heero's hand left his shoulder
and grabbed him by the back of the neck, pressing Wufei's mouth back down
to the wild beat in the throat - concentrating on what his fingers were
doing he'd leaned away, his breath hissing in and out and tickling the
skin an inch from his lips. A rough thumb started rubbing the base of
Wufei's neck in a slow, hard, totally unconscious movement.
Heero's head jerked back and a gasp made Wufei glance up blindly. The
hand on his neck convulsed. From the corner of his eye he saw Heero's
lips moved, blue eyes nailed to the ceiling in a glaze of surprise.
What-? Oh yeah, prostate, sweet spot, something like that, stimulation,
pleasurable - the words he'd read on the screen were wind-blown leaves
flashing before his mind's eye without letting themselves be caught. He
remembered Heero hitting that spot - damn, what had his fingers been doing?
His mind had been centring on his aching erection and wondering when Heero
would be ready for the next step, and how Wufei would know when he was.
He twisted his fingers again. He didn't recall feeling anything special
- it was all warmth, slick inner skin and pressure on his fingers, he
hadn't felt- damn it he wasnít a doctor, he didnít know - Heero choked
and the hand on Wufei's neck threatened to break it but he hadn't felt
anything special there either - his fingers tried to regain their prior
position but with Heero squirming and everything melting into a mess of
sensations - Heero growled in something like frustration an inch from
his ear. Wufei realized he was staring blindly at a greyish foam pillow
and tried to lift his head to look at his partner, but the hand on his
neck didn't give him an inch. Their other arms were still wrestling against
the mattress, forcing Wufei to pin Heero's body down with his own just
to stay balanced. Wiry muscles writhed beneath his chest, his torso, so
erotic and alive it took his breath away.
The pressure on his neck disappeared and the arm Wufei thought he was
pinning down lifted him bodily with sickening ease. "Ready." Heero grunted.
"I'm ready. Go on!"
Wufei grabbed the slender hips - found his voice for a few precious seconds:
"Do you want to turn around or-"
"This is fine!" Strong hands fastened on his shoulders. "Lube!" Heero
Wufei dragged his attention away from his erection and Heero's ass. Lube?
Heero said he was ready, what-? Oh, lube, yes. Damn it where had the tube-
he couldnít even remember dropping the damn thing. Mandarin curses punctuated
his ragged breathing as he glanced around wildly.
Heero bent supply at the waist - his legs still tangled with Wufei's -
and scrabbled at a fold in the rumpled cover. He thrust the tube at Wufei
with a reprimanding scowl which Wufei ignored, fumbling with the cap,
his slick fingers making it hard to open. An impatient squeeze emptied
out way too much of the tube into his palm. He swore again, half-screwed
on the cap in two quick movements.
"Do we need this for anything else?" He panted, holding up the tube in
a hand that was shaking. He'd forgotten the rest of the research at this
"Wh-...What?" Heero's eyes focused, lighted on the tube. His face was
flushed and his hair tousled. "No!"
"Good." Wufei hurled it across the room with some satisfaction at the
pointless violent gesture and smiled coldly as it hit the door then the
floor with a small plunk. He quickly spread the gel over his erection.
The feel of his slick fingers, the cold of the gel, the sight of the twitching
flesh all collided in his mind and sent a hot ball of need shooting straight
back to his groin. He lay back down on the wiry body, felt hands grip
his shoulders again. Senses narrowing he barely felt himself lean an arm
into the mattress for balance, the other hand on his erection guiding
it blindly into Heero. Breath exploded from him at the first push; harder
than he'd thought. He was dimly aware that Heero had tensed beneath him.
He was more aware of Heero's hands though, because one of them was threatening
to break his collarbone. But he still pushed again, against the pressure,
despite the squeezing of his flesh. It became a bit easier, and in fits
and starts he managed to fit in. The hands were leaving bruises on his
shoulders, a reminder he wasn't by himself in this. He tried to focus
on Heero's face; it was shut with a scowl, eyes turned inward in concentration,
Wufei couldn't tell if his expression was one of pain or pleasure. Wufei
was still for a few seconds, trying to convince himself he would be able
to move. A little piece of advice about letting the other man adjust flitted
through his mind as well and held him still for a few seconds more just
as he was about to go ahead and try.
He dropped the hand he wasn't using for support to Heero's hip, to pin
him down, and pulled back, young muscles arching and straining. Heero's
pants hitched and caught then resumed, the hands on his shoulders loosened
their death grip slightly. He moved inward again-
He moved out and thrust again, desperately trying to recapture that exquisite
pull and pressure that had teased every pleasure centre in his body.
Oh...gods-...hands wouldn't do much for him-...after this-...
His world narrowed and focused on that motion, that friction plunging
him into waves of sensation, crashing into him, stronger and stronger,
higher and higher.
Something intruded - barely - as Heero's hand dropped from his shoulder
to poke him in the side, worm between their bodies. Wufei arched away
from the distraction - and a rainbow of sensations hit him as Heero cried
out and tightened around him, just as he was thrusting in - Wufei choked
at the increase in pressure, pleasure, everything. He thrust again, but
the muscles had relaxed slightly, not that it wasn't good anyway - he
blinked, something stinging his eye. Sweat. His vision cleared a bit,
he was arched away from the body shuddering and panting beneath his own,
and Heero's hand was gripping his erection, slick and red. Wufei stared,
fascinated, as his own body continued plunging into Heero's, hunting after
every wisp of pleasure it could drag from the tightness and warmth. Heero
was shuddering, and every shift in stance spoke of his own rush, his own
need to catch every fraction of sensation he could. Wufei groaned. The
sight was bypassing his mind - which had pretty much shut down anyway
- and hammering directly into his more primal responses, urging him along
with the sensations from his groin to move faster, harder, go further
and get more more more.
Time stretched and hardened like streams of toffee, Wufei couldn't say
how long he'd been driving into the warmth beneath him, probably not long
at all, but every time he thought to linger in the pleasure, Heero would
gasp and tighten around him again and hurl him up to a new level. He'd
try to cling to that but then his own stance shifted as his muscles clenched,
and the change of position brought him even higher, and he was racing
forward towards the crest of the wave, unable to resist the inevitable
The wave slammed into him, pounding him into his component atoms, orbiting
around the release he was pumping out into the shivering warmth around
His ragged breathing was ringing in his head like a bell, he'd sunk down
against his supporting arm and was lying against the hot body beneath
his, twisted a bit to one side to avoid crushing it. A hiss - it seemed
to come from a long distance away - and Wufei's warm pillow jerked and
tensed, jolting his eyes open. The muscles surrounding his cock tightened
wildly and Wufei groaned, overly sensitive flesh complaining at having
even more pleasure inflicted upon it. He half-heartedly tried to pull
away but Heero's legs were locked around his upper thighs, holding him
in place. A rich, organic smell prickled his nose, and he became aware
of the scent of Heero's sweat, his skin, his hair, the way he panted,
his chest shuddering beneath Wufei. A puddle of warm wetness where their
The beep of communicators.
They'd beeped just before, he realized, but it had been at the edge of
his awareness and so far back in the queue of things that were important
to him at that point, the comms might just as well have been shot out
the airlock for all they mattered.
Heero grunted and made a loose gesture with his arm, then groaned and
rolled over a little. Wufei made an inhuman effort and pulled away, wincing
with loss and pleasure at the little ripple of sensations this caused.
He ignored Heero fishing around his spandex for the comm and flopped face
down into the prickly brown cover, manoeuvring to free his partner's leg.
He could hear Heero pause and regulate his breathing, after several attempts.
Then the communicator was flipped open. "Yuy."
//Heero?// It was Quatre's voice, barely heard from Wufei's position face
down on the bed and deep in post-coital coma. //We have something up on
radar. Could be the next wave of attacks.// Quatre sounded tense but also
excited. He'd been bored too, Wufei remembered.
"How long?" Heero asked, voice distracted. Wufei turned his head the other
way and looked at his partner seated on the side of the bed. Heero had
one hand holding the comm, the other was using a corner of the blanket
to clean up his stomach.
//About thirty minutes away. Do you know where Wufei is? I tried calling
"...yes, he's around here somewhere." Heero glanced back at him and gave
the minute smirk which was his equivalent of a smile. "He's...meditating."
Wufei closed his eyes and extracted one of his hands from beneath his
body to give Heero the finger, which he thought was ample enough a response.
Heero snorted, the noise covering Quatre's next question.
"Yes, I'll get him, we'll be there ASAP." He closed the comm. without
waiting for any further question, stood up slowly and stretched, yawned.
Wufei's eyes twitched open instinctively at the shift of weight off the
bed. He found his gaze lingering over the strong back, the firm buttocks.
Then his mind slowly started to drag itself back into the real world.
"You okay?" He asked abruptly, his warrior instincts tallying up the possible
consequences of their wild ride.
Heero seemed to consider the question, eyes turned inward. "Yes. Mild
soreness, but nothing that will impact my performance."
"Good." Apparently he'd managed to do it right...although Heero's above-average
tolerance to pain might have more to do with it than Wufei's inexperienced
and hasty preparation. Wufei used the cover to wipe off lube and semen
absently, still watching, fascinated, as his partner started getting dressed
with quick, fluid movements.
His own comm hadn't beeped again, apparently Quatre had bought Heero's
'That was some meditation!' the annoying little inner voice crowed, still
with a gutter-snipe twang to it. 'Think Quatre will continue to buy it
when he sees what state you're both in?'
Wufei muttered a curse. Heero turned towards him, pulling down his tank
top, a questioning look in his eyes.
"Better tell the others we were sparring, in case they wonder about that."
Wufei grumbled as he pointed to the bright red blotches on Heero's neck.
Heero felt the spot, scowled. His own eyes flicked over Wufei who quickly
waved a hand. "I'll drop by my quarters and pick up my jacket." He said,
before Heero had a chance to point out the state of his bruised shoulders.
"That will do. We'll be more careful next time." Heero added absently
as he bent to tie his boots.
"Next time?" Wufei pulled on his top with one swift movement. "Do you
think it's likely we'll have time to do this again before things come
to a head?"
Heero paused, thinking. "The frequency of attacks is going to increase
exponentially the closer we get to Libra. And Zechs will undoubtedly confront
me with Epyon soon. So...no, probably not." His voice was indifferent.
"That's what I thought." Wufei grunted, tightening his belt and walking
to the door. "Let's go see if Marquise managed to find us some serious
opposition this time."
He turned towards Heero who was following him.
Wing's pilot eyes were hard, already burning with the heat of battle,
and the smile on the lips was feral. Wufei found that gaze focused on
him for a few seconds.
"Don't die easy."
Wufei snorted, returned the hard smile. "I have a score to settle first.
Just get Zechs out of my way, Yuy, that's all I ask."
"Hai." Heero preceded him out the door. Wufei took one last look at the
small room, wondering if they should do something with the soiled and
rumpled bed cover, then deciding that since Peacemillion itself had a
good chance of being reduced to scrap metal in the coming days, he needn't
bother. He stared at the bed, glanced at the tube of lube near his feet.
Felt a new pulse starting in his veins, battle fever rising...
Neither he nor Heero - nor any of the others - were complaining that they
were sixteen and about to die. Everyone died. And this - he closed the
door to the room behind him and stepped towards battle - was the way to
do it, a path worthy of them. He lengthened his stride and fell in step
with Heero as they headed towards the command deck side by side.
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