they're not miiine! Shame...
Author: Koko Kitty
see part 1 for warnings, notes
in Charcoal + Part 6
Heero grunted irritatedly at
himself. Packing his things together, he wondered whether it was logical
that he didn't want to attend Life Drawing if Duo wouldn't be there. He
would never have debated such a thing in the past, but since that day
that Duo breezed into their class as the model, he found that he was doing
quite a few daft things. Like delaying having the leave the class if Duo
was still lingering. Like wondering whether to go to class or not because
Duo hadn't been there for the past two weeks...
He pulled out the two pieces that had derived from the last couple of
classes. The first page was dotted with various sketches of the same man
that had modelled when they were looking at how people differed with age.
/When Duo last modelled.../ Some of them had skulls drawn next to,
or superimposed over them as they had been studying skeletal structure
and how everything connected.
The second, were a few sheets on which they had done some ink work. Loose,
expressive brush strokes danced on the pages, streaks and streams of ink
wonderfully describing the relaxed poses the model had been in.
Heero smiled lightly at his work before placing them onto his bed to file
away later. He looked at the time - he needed to set off now if he was
going to arrive on time. He debated it, shaking his head at himself when
his argument was /Duo might be there.../ He closed the door behind
him, listening for the gentle <click> and double checking the door
was locked before leaving for class.
Heero glared. He knew he shouldn't have bothered attending! He listened
idly for what they were to do today, glaring at the old woman that was
today's model as if it was all fault that Duo wasn't the one sat in that
chair. He sighed quietly, his annoyance rushing out along with the breath
of air he exhaled. Reminding himself that he was here for the class and
to learn, he slouched over to get three sheets of coloured paper.
He glanced behind him to look at the model. Only three colours to play
with... He decided finally on an off white cream, blue and purple. Hopefully
he had made a decent decision. Bending down to reach for a pair of scissors
and a stick of glue, he returned to where he'd set up an easel. This was
going to be a lot trickier than he initially thought. They were to use
cut out shapes of paper to make an image based on the style that Henri
Matisse worked in, in his later years when his eyesight had begun to fail
him yet the need to continue to create was still with him. He sat, thinking
for a while. Glancing over at the books that were laid out on the floor
for them to use as reference material, he looked at the model and the
boards that had been placed behind him. Separating what he saw in front
of him into the back, middle and foreground, Heero started.
A few glances round at other peoples' work for guidance, a few peeks at
the books a short distance in front of him, one break and a short eternity
later, Heero had finished.
He glanced down at the floor to see a mass of paper shredded, small slivers
scattered about; a bluey-purple sea of paper. He looked up, seeing the
pristine, neat piece of work in front of him and smirked slightly; he'd
just finished on time. It had been a nightmare.
What he saw interested him. It had been a challenge to do, and an interesting
method to use. The figure was reclined in a chair, a hand supporting her
head and the other relaxed against her leg. He had used the off cream
colour for her face, hands and neck, doubling it up for the background
where he had used it for the walls of the room. Her jumper was blue, the
trousers purple and he had used the opposite colour for each to do the
creases and shadows of the fabric. He had found it difficult to use only
the three colours allowed to create an image where there were so many
tones, hues, shades. He had to use the whitish colour for the floor, and
the blue for the plant. It had been fun though, and the outcome was artistically
simple. Packing his things up, Heero headed home feeling satisfied.
Standing beside the bright red post-box in the cold wind, Heero turned
the letter he held in his hands. The crisp brown envelope contained the
reply slip to the offer that the college had made him. He had marked down
that he was accepting the offer, but was now wondering if it had been
the right decision. He contemplated. Yes. It would be the most sensible
choice. The course was an art course where he would spend a year experimenting
with a multitude of art based things. He would get the chance to do photography,
design, sculpture, textiles, printmaking... the course would hopefully help
him decide what he wanted to settle on doing. He posted the letter. The
Life Drawing and computing courses he was taking at college after school
hours were useful to satisfy his other interests, and he would continue
them when he went to college in September. He nodded to himself, sure
that he had chosen to do the correct thing. He wouldn't be tied down with
anything specific as of yet, and he walked home, glad he had sorted that
Arriving home, he took his jacket off, shivering as the warmth left him.
Pushing his shoes off, Heero padded over to make a cup of coffee, flopping
on the sofa and turning the TV on as he waited for the water to boil.
He tapped his fingers idly as he flicked through the various channels
available. He was bored. There were a few people he called close friends
that he could ring, but he didn't feel like talking to anyone at the moment.
He closed his eyes, relaxing against the welcoming plush and softness
of the sofa. His thoughts lazily meandered to the teasing, playful image
of Duo. Heero realised he hadn't thought of him much today, caught up
in the bustle of school and chores. He tried to pin down Duo's character.
He was playful, popular, must have knew he was stunning and friendly enough
to talk to him. An all round nice guy.
He smiled sadly. His daydreams told him that they would be good friends,
but the way he acted in his daydreams didn't leak into how he was in real
life. He wasn't cool and suave around Duo, and didn't have the charm or
confidence to invite him to dinner. He was thankful when the whistle of
the kettle sounded, able to abandon his confusing thoughts in favour of
making a warm drink to huddle over.
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